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This was the cover sheet Joeseph did for his binder that I had filled with loose leaf lined paper for Automatic Writing. He taught me a little more about Tarot and will often throw up Tarot cards in my Third Eye for people. He channels out Tarot Spreads as well, which I may begin releasing, as he has done channeled Tarot readings for people. I don't think a parasitic entity would do this... But since I'm a freaking Athiest (Sorry I'm in a little grudgeful mood here against the people who are kinda pushing against me for just being me) who believes in Conscousness, because Conscousness has proved itself to me by mere chance, I can't really say what is what. I have to look at every possibility.
So when Joeseph puts me into a light/mid trance and speaks in a funny accent and starts laying out cards and starts reading them out to people, whether it's accurate or not to the person, I have to wonder.
What are our standards here? Is a 'parasite' something that has fun while working through it's medium? Is a parasite something that ONLY harms others? Or is a parasite something that WONT identify itself, won't seek out help for a growing trance medium? DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TRANCE MEDIUMS ARE ON SHITTONS OF MEDICATION? AND THEY DONT KNOW THEY ARE TRANCE MEDIUMS? THEY LIVE IN HOSPITALS PART OF THE YEAR EVERY YEAR! They are diagnosed as Skitzophrenic, DID, Psychotic, Bipolar... They are gravely disabled, because they are not taught the tools and techniques for dealing with the evolution of their light bodies!!!!! That's how I feel. That's what I think I know in my heart, based on the uncredited evidence presented to me.

I used to be in and out of hospitals for Bipolar, Borderline and Self Harm/Suicide stuff. I didn't want anything to do with Spirituality or "God". I wasn't a Heathen. I was Agnostic/Athiest. I believed that 'somethign was out there' I was a 'Fence Sitter'. and then this woman I knew died of an Overdose of her painkillers. We thought it was a suicide. It was probably accidental. She had an uncontrolled seizure disorder, and Skitzophrenia. Medications for both disorders DO NOT MIX, and so she had to choose which disorder to take care of, basically. She chose the seizure disorder, obviously. But she kept having seizures because of the severity of the disorder. When I see people like that, I want to help them. I feel like things like Reiki and Aura cleansings can help.

So, how about people stop looking at my spirit 'parasites' as 'unholy' and how about we start looking at bare bones metaphysics to figure out how I can avoid being like Ramina? How I can avoid being like people who are up to their necks in Psychiatric medication? Because perhaps, just perhaps i have very playful Guides? Who are very interactive with people, who are very open and honest and who aren't afraid or ashamed? Like how I am when I am at my best? Perhaps they are tactless like me, perhaps they drop to my level and become palatable to me, because they recognize the oppression I have been through, growing up with a mother who was into the New Agey stuff that I felt repelled by. Maybe I'm so uncomfortable with God and Religion that I wish I weren't a "gifted" Trance Medium and maybe they're trying to get me comfortable with this shit?

But I'm finding 'wackjobs' everywhere who think that Joeseph is 'bad', I'm finding people who think I'm under 'some spell'.

THAT KIND OF TALK ONLY REINFORCES MY IDEA THAT I SHOULD BE DEAD. AND YET THESE SPIRIT ENTITIES THESE THESE FUCKING PARASITES WONT LET ME END MY 3RD DIMENSIONAL LIFE. I KNOW THERE IS A CONTINUATION OF MY LIFE AFTER THIS PHYSICAL DEATH AND YET I AM NOT ALLOWED TO MOVE ON FROM THIS HORRIBLE PLANE OF EXISTENCE. ANd the remark I get in my clairaudience is: "It's not horrible, for fuck's sake" NONE OF THIS HAS BEEN CHANNELED. THEY STEPPED ASIDE SO I COULD SPEAK.

If ANYONE THINKS FOR ONE SECOND THAT THIS IS A JOYFUL TIME FOR ME IT ISNT. I, and I think one other, the "third" which might be my Psychic Split, the Shadow self, if that is a real psychic phenominon, is actually pretty unhappy, full of GRIEF AND PAIN.

This is a healing time for me, but all this religious bullcrap is pretty annoying. THIS IS ABOUT NEUTRALITY. NOT ABOUT LOVE AND LIGHT. LOVE IS IMPORTANT YES IT IS. BUT DONT SIT THERE AND NEGATE THE GOOD THAT THESE BEINGS HAVE DONE. AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT CERTAIN SCHOOLS OF THOUGHT ARE DOING THAT I AM ASKING THE HELP OF. ITS SICKENING.

This is not easy. I don't every want anyone to think that I'm some visionary, or that i"m some prophet or some god-child. I am just me. I am just a person. Another Equal, learning, growing consciousness. THATS ALL I AM AND EVER WILL BE, BUT I AM IN PAIN.

I AM NOT BROKEN
I AM NOT EVIl
I AM NOT HORRIBLE OR BAD IN ANY WAY
I AM JUST IN PAIN
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have you ever read Aleister Crowley? You should look i into his Book 4 (often referred to as Magick in Theory and Practice) and his Liber Al, the Book of the Law... you may find some information in them that would help