Collaboration between myself and the Spirit

Joeseph-Paul was sullen in attitude it seemed, he at first wanted to draw. And then he didn't. I can't quite remember why he was upset at me. Sometimes he pretends to be. So I decided. "Fine. I'll draw something myself." And began to draw this wing. When I began to color it. I ran into a tight spot with the colors and then my hand began to move and he moved it up and down in his gesture he makes and said: "May I make a suggestion?" And I said. "Sure" and he grabbed two colors with my hand and put one dot of each in one feather, and told me to blend them at a certain point. This continued until all of the feathers were complete. The told me the big blue feather near the fear right was an "eyesore".
I think it looks fine.
He says he put the other blue feather in there to balance it out with more blending.

This is an account of not quite Automatic Drawing, but of Artistic Collaboration with Spirit. What this also is, is an account of having a strong Clairaudient connection, and of being in 'possession' by the spirit consciousness you are working with. So it's sort of a Duality I am facing here.
I do not believe that if I were experiencing Dissasociative Identity Disorder, that I would be able to 'collaborate" on art like this with my "alter states" of mind.
But we never truly know the full story behind human conscousness. Are people even truely open about being 'possessed'? Of having a spirit so attached to them? Of channeling constantly without having to be in Trance? or Deep Trance? It's the Energy. Joeseph can move my body at will, change my voice, play songs in my head, chant annoying words, he can do anything he pleases, that's how far this has progressed, through Automatic Drawing, as he has drawn closer and closer into my Aura. He doesn't respect my boundaries or peace that much, but what he has not done is:

*Harm Me
*Harm Others (though he has been dramatic and has pretended to)
*Break Things
*Contort me and have me speak in tongues (though he has messed with my voice and had me speak in weird nonsense
*Overdosed me on my medication
*Any act that would put me into danger or have me around people who may harm me or use my ability against me, infact he is rather protective

And he asks as I write this "Not to Defend him TOO much, because his methods are his methods of teaching and guiding, no matter how he came to be, or how matter he came to be so close to me in proximity in this dimension. Everyone has opinions, and they are like assholes, they stink. So when one person feels he has been manipulative in his teaching and guiding of me, another person may find this amusing and of a very personal account of interaction with 'Spirit' or 'God'. You can't expect the same manner of Ethics or 'Honor' from every person who come accross, why expect the same "Highest Good" from each Spirit you run accross? You Can't. He says that Spirits are HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS OR WHATEVER OTHER CONSCOUSNESS OUT THERE. AND THEREFORE HAVE A PERSONALITY ATTACHED TO IT. In order for them to relate to us, to teach us, to guide us, to have fun with us, yada yada yada yada.... We will EXPERIENCE that personality, the nuances, the gestures, the things THEY LIKE TO DO, as we would experience a HUMAN BEING. Just except without the body to go with it."

Look at the actions as a whole surrounding a person, stop making up all these deal breakers. "Oh, he smokes, deal breaker, can't be his friend." "Oh she's fat, can't be her girlfriend, deal breaker." "Oh those people are into Woo Woo, DEALBREAKKKKEEERR" And various other petty things people throw out there. Just realize you have your Space and they have theirs. You can pout BOUNDARIES AND LIMITATIONS SO YOU CAN PROTECT YOURSELF AGAINST THESE THINGS YOU DONT LIKE. AS FOR THE FAT STUFF WELL, GET OVER YOUR HUMAN BODIES THEYRE JUST OUR VEHICULAR FOR MANIFESTING THINGS IN THIS PHYSICAL TANGIBLE SOLID SLOW ASS WORLD OF TIME - JP